Years go by but my frustrated feelings
nothing helps but to get distracted
Experiences helped me out to take a new step forward into my loneliness
Every step takes me more and more away from the reality and closer to the vision I want live

Why am I feeling in this way?
God! Tell what do you want from me?
Don't leave me alone
Drive me with your light
Get me out from my dreams and set my reality in harmony with the happiness you induct in me

Once you gave me the taste of the happiness
but its reality was wrenched from the very beginning
Tell me I'm completely wrong
Tell me that all this time just waiting & searching has its sense
Tell me I'm blind, the blindest man in the world
that one who doesn't want to see that the truly happiness is just inside of everyone.

I am aware of the control I have upon my sexual instinct
I can easily dominate my self to set my head over my heart
I can tell my self to stop a chain reaction just because a piece of the puzzle does not fit
But I can not save my self from falling
just because I can not find out there, out from my reality, the picture of what you have told me

I'll not give in
I'll stand by you
I'll do what you have told me to do
But please, tell me all this has a sense...
the sense of my upcoming happiness.