Guilty and Caught

I try hard not to

fake
with
half lies
and cover up stories

and I try not to
bond
when there's nothing
to tie up with and
no real thing to
connect to

But again I saw in your eyes
all the trouble you're making
I didn't know you respected me that much

But You're so unsettled with me
caught in this moment
developed as an embarrassing one

- it's on the surface of all your words
just like brushed but still yellow teeth
silly and unasked explanations
full of holes for me to see through
as if you try to shine them white while still speaking

knowing
you can't fool me

And I do not rescue you at all, do I.

I do not fake
human relations

so

don't.


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